Where Failure Leaves Us
I
wholeheartedly believe in the premise of Angel L. Harris’s recent publication “Kids
Don't Want to Fail.” [i] I mean, honestly? Who does want to fail?
Within Tough’s
(2011) “What if the Secret to Success Is Failure?” a particular
reformer from a KIPP school works with an interesting yet commonly held
premise: Students need the changing. This is not altogether unfamiliar territory for the
discourse of most teachers.
“If they could
only try harder,” “…do their homework,” or “…focus more.”
Oddly enough,
all I ever hear from the other side, the students,
is the converse: “That such and
such teacher is completely out of touch.”
This particular reformer, however, maintains that we need to foster a
sense of grit in our students, a sort of performance based model which
maintains we need to focus on building character that leads to success rather
than your typical “feel good” sort of character traits. A KIPP colleague
supports this notion in that for students who are generally from minority and/lower
socio-economic backgrounds, the performance based model demystifies
what it takes to be successful whereas others already walk in the shadows of
success, which seemingly affords the luxury of striving for niceties (Tough, 2011).
I don’t think I
dare argue that teachers should avoid preparing their students to have a
certain degree of tenacity, but I do think that students aren’t the only ones
in need of changing--not to say that those at KIPP are only bent on changing
students. I’d simply like to highlight that there’s much more to understanding
student success and failure, as Childress (2006) maintains, than simply
hardening our students for battle.
Palmer (1998)
believes that “The way we diagnose our students' condition will
determine the kind of remedy we offer." And, while I believe, like Randolph from
Riverdale Country
School , that failure is a necessary part of our education, we also must
carefully consider the ways in which we speak about failure. Ultimately, the
ways in which we see and perceive our students profoundly impacts the ways in
which we teach them.
Furthermore, Palmer
(1998) seems to express that fear
guides and defines the interactions of teachers and students alike, rendering us
incapable of reform. Fear is then the source of the failings in school, and the
fear in greatest need of confrontation is that which resides in the
instructors. Palmer believes, and I tend to agree, that "when
we [teachers] deny
our own conditions, we resist seeing anything in others that might remind us of
who, and how, we really are.”
I,
however, believe more strongly that the very structures are the source of our
lack of reform, not necessarily our fear of said structures. Because without
many structures or fixtures within schools, fear is reduced and, as such, instructors,
students, and administrators alike are no longer at loss for agency in a
larger, more powerful system.
Of what
structures do I speak? Well, Palmer (1998) refers to a sort of disconnectedness
and from the onset points to the obvious solutions: “That we are distanced by a
grading system that separates teachers from students, by departments that fragment
fields of knowledge, by competition that makes students and teachers alike wary
of their peers, and by a bureaucracy that puts faculty and administration at
odds.” I think these are the very
fixtures which bind us in what Palmer refers to as “fear.” Yet, I would argue
such fixtures are the source of said fear. And, in order to make changes we
should reduce these structures to our core aims rather than introduce
initiative after initiative which only adds to our flawed systems. We could
thereby exercise what Childress (2006) refers to as a "subtractive education."
One example of
my frustrations with current fixtures is found in my unstated job description.
I, like many in my particular content area stumbled upon my profession (I’m an
English teacher) because story and writing bring me great joy. Now, we could
even debate the presence of content areas as being a hurtful structure but will
refrain in doing so because I’m unfortunately all too loyal to my field to risk
inconveniencing my way of teaching and daily validation and consequently my
students’ way of knowing. Such evaluation is too much for my ego to take. Yet,
drawn to story and the creation/expression of culture or emotion or knowing
through writing, I remain a teacher minimized to a formula comprised of the
teaching of critical analysis and response through the format of a well-polished
commentary or essay. I am no longer a writer or even a lover of stories. I am
someone who sucks the lifeblood out of story. Teaching critical reading is often
far divorced from the beauty of a captivating narrative. And so, my life is
divided, yet it’s the only sort of life I know as an English teacher because it’s
been prescribed.
That which is
hopelessly compartmentalized, yet that which inevitably, conveniently, and
inconveniently bleeds and blends what makes sense into what truly does define
and baffle me. I can’t help but be
alienated. I teach namely because I can’t be a writer, but I bleed in that I’m
inevitably writing and blend in that I teach writing. And, the structures seem
to be the most pointed source of my frustration rather than my fear as Palmer
(1998) seemingly suggests.
One who rather
darkly expresses similar frustrations in his work as a professor of English is
Lionel Basney (2002) in his essay, “Teacher:
Eleven Notes.”
The landscape
of our failures is not all gloom and doom however. We have much to be hopeful
about. And, I think a sense of hopefulness amidst the unavoidable backdrop of
our failures is what must propel us towards change. In his evaluation of
gaming, Gee (2005) has, in my opinion found the crux of learning, which is
something we may build upon. Additionally, Mitra (2011) reveals that mere
access to education could give millions a true sense of knowing. And, through
his “hole in the wall” inquiry methods he proves that "A
teacher that can be replaced by a machine, should be." To me, this tells us that with even small changes to our current structures
and fixtures, we may in fact no longer squelch the natural curiosity within the
students we teach.
[i]
For more on Harris’s work see my Don't
Fail Co-Review on Glogster. His
work is an interesting addition and at times direct counter to the comparative
cultural, historical, or anthropological work and premises of Ogbu.
Hi Joel,
ReplyDeleteThanks for your work! This is complicated, nuanced work. I enjoyed reading it.
Your use of Palmer is compelling. However, I will say that I don't think separating structure from the fear of structure is helpful, or even necessary.
We never know structures accept as we live them in our everyday lives--in our experiences. Such experiences are inevitably lived through the moods we carry around with us as teachers--hope, anxiety, fear. Structure and fear of structure are existentially the same thing.
I was quite moved to read about your feeling that you are not a good enough writer to be a writer, but too good of a writer to teach in the way that are current system seems to demand.
I hope you can continue to work through those feelings, perhaps in this course. As someone who also writes for a living, let me say that my writing is never good enough. But I practice my craft, and I live it out as faithfully as I can. What else is there?
Don't forget that you are the most important curriculum in your class. Students learn by watching you make sense of classrooms, make sense of life. You can't avoid that, as Parker would seem to suggest. I say this only because we teach who we are. Therefore, you shouldn't try to do otherwise. "Critical reading" be damned.
Thank you so much for your work!!
Kyle
“To avoid a live encounter with teachers, students can hide behind their notebooks and their silence. To avoid a live encounter with students, teachers can hide behind their podiums, their credentials, their power. To avoid a live encounter with one another, faculty can hide behind their academic specialties.” Palmer (2008)
DeleteCall me confrontational, but I relish such communication; it’s one of the few things which cut through the monotony of traditional schooling. Perhaps I shouldn’t divorce the feelings of fear from the failures of structures as they are a certain manifested response. But, my fear, however, is that Palmer casts away traditional, said obvious problems, for a near reductionist embracing of fear which is augmented by a sort of emotional overstatement which moves beyond the knowing of my experience while tacitly minimizing the work of many others.
Joel,
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed reading your post. You definitely present some complicated viewpoints.
Your opinion of the Tough article contrasts with mine quite heavily. I thought the Tough article was spot on. While I do not disagree with your opinions on fear and the negative implications of fear as it relates to education and society, I think you perhaps minimize the positive impacts of instilling grit, resilience, etc in our students. I would imagine our differences in opinion could be traced to varying life experiences. Coming from Detroit, I have seen all that urban America offers... crime, poverty, etc. And having the experience, I have been able to see friends graduate from top universities, while others have remained stagnant, remaining in poverty in Detroit. I would say that the character traits had a lot to do with the contrasting outcomes.
Once again, I want to reiterate that I agree with you regarding "fear". It is definitely a significant detriment to society. However, my charge is that the system is so embedded with "fear" that it is almost useless to attempt to change it. I believe competition will exist instinctively on all levels of life. That competition breeds the "fear" of losing. I believe that will always remain in nearly all contexts of life.